My coworker, Marcy, noticed first.
I sat on it for two weeks. Then I called.
The Hollisters met me in a glass office overlooking the river. Richard was tall with silver hair, and his wife, Vanessa, wore pearls that looked older than I was.
They held my hands as if I were already family.
"We've waited so long for this," Vanessa said. "You're an answered prayer, Emma."
"I just want to help, and honestly, I want to go to school. This would mean everything."
"Then we'll help each other," Richard said, smiling, though his eyes flicked once to his watch.
I told myself I had imagined it.
"We've waited so long for this."
We signed the paperwork in a conference room. Mr. Pierce, the Hollisters' attorney, slid pages toward me with a pen that probably cost more than my rent. He didn't smile, but lawyers never did, so I let that go too.
The first trimester passed in a blur of saltines and overtime.
Vanessa came to the early appointments wearing soft sweaters and perfume. She'd rest a hand on my belly and whisper:
"A healthy little one. That's all we want. Just a healthy one."
I'd nod.
I told myself every mother says that.
I told myself a lot of things back then
